When I die and go begrudgingly into my next life, don’t lie about who I was Don’t say I lead a life free of sin and was a breath of fresh air to everyone I met Tell the world I was a strong woman with a foul mouth and I stood up for what I believed Tell the world that I was mean and unkind to those who were that way to me Don’t say I was a pure young woman who touched everyone’s hearts Tell the world I left my mark on the people I met because I was strange and unusual Tell the world I swore like a sailor and would not be walked all over like an area rug Don’t say that I was so beautiful and it’s a wonder why I was never married Tell the world I took up too much space and I stomped on the hearts of men Tell the world nobody was in love with me as I went on into the afterlife Don’t say lies about me during my passing Tell the world I lead a life of surprise and anxiousness and tumultuous self destruction When I die, tell the world the truth and remember I will feel no shame