I want to speak I want to say hello I want to say I love you and I always have I want to tell you I keep going in hopes that one day I might really know you I want to tell you how even though you are human, Somehow, you are perfection I want to say I'll be there for you when no one else is I'd love to tell you death is a small price to pay To see you smile
But instead I tell you nothing at all Because my voice, My voice is a toxin That freezes hearts And when I speak The toxin pierces my lips And I am helpless to stop it
It wouldn't matter what I'd say My voice would stab you as if it were a knife And it would leave permanent scars
My voice would stain you with All of the horrors that are me
So I'll keep those words to myself And pray that you'll find someone That can make you Smile