Maybe you didn't press hard enough So the bleeding will stop after an hour And you’ll only be left feeling light-headed Proving that you didn't have it in you
If you want to commit ****** You have to commit to it There is no half-assing a crime It’s either all or nothing And you've already gotten your hands ***** If you stop now You'll be caught But it's hard to be fearless When the murderer and the victim are both you Right? So…
If you over analyse this Your victim-side Will prevent you from cutting deep enough You have a sharp blade But your will is weak So strengthen it
Push past the pain
If it hurts Good Of course it'll hurt! It’s death If you truly want it Then your murderer-side Will get over the agony and the guilt To seek the power to succeed
Embrace the feeling
If you hospitalize yourself again Your family won't forgive you this time So finish the ******* job Because the pills only gave you a tummy-ache And the noose snapped under your weight And the gun that Daddy hides doesn't have any bullets in it So this is a last resort
Find your courage
If the bleeding stops Pick up the blade And try again Don't be stupid by cutting horizontally You've seen enough TV to know That the cuts have to be vertical
If you feel yourself getting tired Let yourself sleep It means you're getting away with ****** It means you're succeeding
Don't wake up
If you do You didn’t try hard enough You weren't brave enough You didn’t push past the pain You couldn't embrace the feeling You never found your courage You weren't desperate enough
You're a failure You're a ******* coward.
So yea I had to put trigger warning at the beginning of this one. It would be messed up if I didn't. Please dont **** yourself...