There once was a small girl She always had a smile on her face No matter what happened nothing seemed to phase her Then one day that smile faltered She had a monster in her brain No one knew that something was wrong Then one day it turned to hell People noticed her weight loss People noticed her flighty look during lunch No one knew she was going through pain All because of one day They forced her to eat They forced her sit They didn’t realize all this was a monster’s doing
People’s life stories are not what they seem People like you and me each hold something hidden Deep inside our heart This world is becoming more self centered Girls must be skinny Guys must be Manly The world forces us to be a certain way Heartbreak is common Calories must be counted A smile must be across everyone’s face
Fast forward that Little girls life She’s a 7th grader now School is fine She likes her classes and her teachers are great But there is a voice in her head saying she will never be good People telling her that wasn’t true Her best friend turning on her Her brain confused What did she do? How can she fix this Then terrible news comes upon her ears Her best friend’s mother and step father are gone Two people who she loved so much Two people who had a special place in her heart are now gone Now she must deal with Grief at 13 years old Life felt empty felt meaningless for that girl
People’s life stories are not what they seem People like you and me each hold something hidden Deep inside our heart This world is becoming more self centered Girls must be skinny Guys must be Manly The world forces us to be a certain way Heartbreak is common Calories must be counted A smile must be across everyone’s face
A few years later she’s now a freshman Life has become weird without them in her life She now has a new best friend one that treats her right Yet there is this feeling that she can’t shake Why must the world hate She hears the rumors the things they say Her brain agreeing with them She know she’ll never be perfect Soon she begins to feel hate towards her She can do nothing right Her sun is now dark Covered by clouds She thought that she might never feel the light again That monster was now back but in a different form
People’s life stories are not what they seem People like you and me each hold something hidden Deep inside our heart This world is becoming more self centered Girls must be skinny Guys must be Manly The world forces us to be a certain way Heartbreak is common Calories must be counted A smile must be across everyone’s face
As the Years go on That little girl learns how to deal That monster never letting her escape Whispering sweet nothings into her ear To keep her in his Grasp She keeps silent to protect those around her Stress is always with in her It’s surprising she hasn’t been hospitalized yet The Strongest of Hearts are always the Most Broken The Saddest of people always cheer others up But No one ever notices that she falls in love with this monster Her life would be meaningless without him Just like Romeo and Juliet this is a Tragedy from the Beginning Lost in her world no one can shake her awake Soon she will disappear into the Darkness with her new found Lover The only person to know the real her
People’s life stories are not what they seem People like you and me each hold something hidden Deep inside our heart This world is becoming more self centered Girls must be skinny Guys must be Manly The world forces us to be a certain way Heartbreak is common Calories must be counted A smile must be across everyone’s face
Now this little girl is almost all grown up Almost 17 starting to drive She’s been on an uphill battle But she won’t fail That monster still lives with in her Not letting her escape But She knows how to control him But sometimes he becomes powerful again And takes over her mind It’s a rocky path from here on out But she won’t lose to someone who is so shallow That he doesn’t have the guts to come out Cause That Little girl is me I have the wounds from all my battles And I’m trying to win this battle In a war I never asked to join