I am depressed I am a sad child tossed into a sad world I hear others speak of me And cant bring myself to care Because the comments are true And I'm nothing to me In my head I hold no value Besides support to my peers A family member to those close And a love to a lover Often I kept my poems hidden A level to my insecurity Quietly breaking myself down I'm increasingly quiet And even more sad But the thing is I cant blame anyone but myself I'm trying to hold on I don't want to depart It'd be better to stay in bed And if the day had no start