i remember the anorexia depression suicide attempts long days silent nights endless fighting screaming bruises tears packed bags getaway plans drugs fainting draining thoughts restless body empty thoughts emotion
that was eight years ago but its somehow coming back in split seconds with no warning like a storm flooding your home trapping you with nowhere to go and you don't know who to call the help can't get to you
I'm trying to let go but i think I'm letting go of all the wrong things myself my health my feelings my mind my future