my birthday is in one week.
i don’t care about my birthday.
i don’t want people focused on me.
i just wanna drink my *** and light up.
i don’t want anything.
i don’t want people to remember me.
i just wanna vanish.
i don't know if i can vanish if people care about me.
i don't know if i can escape if i'm gonna hurt them.
i’m just glad that i’m getting closer to the day where i have permission.