There was a gloom in his eyes. A dark, washed out gloom where all colour faded to grey and demons spun their webs to lay in. An absent, forgotten realm of colour crumbles away in his hands and becomes dust slipping from his grasp as the cold, thieving wind snatches it from his palms. Even ice can't withstand the harsh, bruised winters in his heart. It shatters with deep, gutteral screams as the cracks reach to the core of his world, a world of black and white disintegrating with every rattled breath he somehow manages to draw between the dried, broken skin of his lips. Life is not life, where each day is walking into an ocean of dust hoping to finally drown.