and when the storm is over retreating back into the recesses of my mind and though the rain and wind and fog are gone the loud bursting of the flashing lights
some clouds still loom in the sky and the sun doesn't look like it use to shine and I am tired and battered but 'I am fine' and here, I have stood, for some time
where the wind is no more and no sound rings about and though I thought so many times before that anything was better than that storm I sometimes long for when I knew myself best in a rugged, torn state where I felt with such passion and thought with such vigor
yet here I still stand in a limbo of mind with a cavern in my heart and the world's ******* rising to my eyes