Not now Not once Not ever Have I wanted you to see how I truly feel.
I'm fine I'm okay I'm happy The lies I tell so you don't know how I really struggle.
Don't worry Don't stress Don't ask* All things I say so you don't find out how I really suffer.
I lie so you can be okay with the decision you made. So that you dont find out just how much I wish you hadn't have done it. I pretend so that you think I've moved on from it. So that you don't realise just how much I haven't moved on.