Have you ever in that place, where you were surrounded by so many people, like on a family dinner or a party or even just hanging out with your friends, but you feel like your mind and your soul isn't there, you feel like they were going somewhere that is dark, empty, and really cold so you scream for someone asking for help to warm you up, but there's no one, you are all alone just your mind and your soul.
and in that moment, your heart gets really hurt and you want to scream but cant and instead you make your step to the bathroom and cry.