I'm ready to leave here. Her eyes, her mouth, her breath, they despise me. They loathe me. Ready for exile, I will be pushed from June and into the arms of July. I will lay there until I suffocate, spores taking over my body, the ocean of the sighing forest floor choking me, waiting in wretched harmony. I'll be dreaming of yesterday as the claws of tomorrow tear my body to pieces.