I haven't been near you In half of eternity But this morning I woke up smelling of your love And it struck me head on Because I still remember Every good moment I ever spent Wearing that smell Like a diamond band And I'm just so angry And so hurt By how much you Never cared So here I am melting With all of these things That I shouldn't ever say Even if I could And they begin with I love you And end with ******* And everything in the middle is Just a* waste *The only thing I don't remember Is why I tried