it was a beautiful starry night when we were both drunk, lying on the sand you told me bout your ugly and weird fascinations i was intently listening to your most peculiar thoughts there were moments when we could just shut up for a minute but feel no awkwardness at all i can hear you breathing and that, i think, is still the best melody I've heard so far sometimes i'd take a quick look at your face you looked so happy, i almost thought i was dreaming, as if everything's not real but no, it was profoundly true. we felt infinite. that was the only time i ever felt alive. but that was then, life happened. and i don't know where you are now. i wonder who's lying with you on the sand now, listening intently to your most peculiar thoughts listening closely to your inhales and exhales sharing the most comfortable silences with you staring at the beautiful moonlight, feeling infinite. wishing the night would never end. he must be so lucky.