There are circles around my eyes that I trace in dark streets, trying to find my way home. A mind of clogged dust settles on my shoulders, stagnant and old. My hands are blue and heavy, slow with ice. Hair hangs, sodden, thick with burden. My skin is rotting. The sun winds around my body, spinning me, dizzying me, making me lose my way as compass needles stitch their tracks into the earth, lines of misguidance taking me absolutely nowhere.