Smile in the face of adversity while inside it takes the best of me tragedy has become my new reality Inside its cold, my heart frozen I sleep on a hundred roses while hanging on a thousand crosses my past meets my future beauty and pain all sound the same they all die together I vanish along with them Serenade me with pleasure and sweet harmony as I die a bitter death dying to find out who I am supposed to be Looking in the mirror as I face my worst enemy Inside its cold and Ice seems warm to me