The last night i spent with you I think we stood in the shower for over an hour. Now that you're gone I stand in the shower and try to trace your fingertips on my skin for hours. And my chest feels like it's going to cave in when I think about how I don't know what length your hair is anymore. I start to wonder if i will ever forget your birthday just like I'm slowly forgetting the color of your eyes and the sound of your voice.