Ashes to ashes, dust to dust All these bones that carried Once gold now only rust.
Why pick up a dented thing when it is no more use for you?
Why pick up a broken being when it sees no safe place or the difference between false and true?
Throw it away, it's nothing good. Go on your way, as you should.
There are thorns here more than roses, neither a bud or bloom to be seen. You, traveler, should best be on your guard Go back to the road where first you have been.
Blood boils not to a heart that no longer beats; that no longer sputters life that was never in the place for keeps.
Keep away, good man; your sweat is aimed for greater things, your time for the one who beautifully sings; your heart for the better and light winged.
Cuts and edges are all I have, dark eyes and silent lips to give you no grace. It is a colorful heart you seek - yet mine is shattered, burnt and black; I believe I am the wrong one to replace.
To feel you softly, wholesomely, that seems to be a dream made not for my tattered self.
I am too afraid of breaking you or being too selfish of the thought of having you or taking for granted your life when I say I do love you -
When you could have been: better off, or good without, maybe even better - someone else's.
Heavy thoughts - but it's what I am thinking about. But .... what if, what if, what if? I'm sorry I couldn't trust myself any longer. I feel like I'm the mistake here. I always do. I can't help it. I could drown by everything I think about, especially this. You're just too good to be true. But what if you've chosen wrong, after all this time?