I think I'm ready to surrender, to raise my white banner, done with pushing you away, open up to you once more.
You already know my wounds, the deep scars I carry, I'll let you touch them tenderly, I won't lock you out.
See, I only felt love; I forgot to show, Love is also an action, sacrifice, I let go of you and held onto myself, But I miss you and long for you.
I don't care how ugly you say you are, you're ******* beautiful in my eyes, and if you're messed up, so am I, I'm with you always.
**~Your best friend
Another birthday... you never have let me buy you a birthday gift. I wrote you Sprezzatura last year. This year I'm giving you a renewed dedication... I'm sorry things have gotten so difficult around me. Please believe I'm doing the best I can. I'm tired of you seeing me at my worst, so I'm giving you my best. I don't think you've ever understood how much you mean to me, and I don't think you will until you accept that you do. I don't want our friendship to be half-broken anymore. I'm giving this everything I got.