In the weirdness of things I burn-out my own will Begun to suffocate the breathless breathing. Slowly I’m becoming dead, the strength I held is not my own. I still go on, like everything didn’t seems to matter anymore.
In the commotion of emotions, Fear is like fuel to my fire – A spark that kept me block. Lock on my own isolation, prisoner of my own dominion.
I wish for the star to shine, Yet it won’t glow for me, Unlucky.
this was the complete poem of this little piece: http://hellopoetry.com/poem/959592/a-star-wont-glow/ 2014 - old work of mine. But there was a commotion of emotions this week, I was sick with Typhoid Fever, I've eating something cheap and gotten me sick. It was frustrating, so alone for two days, its hard even to eat something. when you're in abroad, living alone, its hard to get sick.. even with a roommate, they would not care for you unless your dying. SO i just slept it all up, still in the end you get up and fend for yourself, pick up your pieces even your body is at the weak state. I guess this is adult life with no one to lean on to. sigh.. Now I'm a little better.