You barged right in with not a care in the world Of how deeply I'd fall and hit the ground I knew I'd fell, for I hurt inside But I could still be falling, there's no end in sight Like Alice in a wonderland nothing seems quite right Still I drink your potion readily and prepare to hold on tight I catch you in my dream hoping you'll stay the entire night My subconscious has a knowing, I'll be alone by morning light Every time I get back up and dust myself down You just steamroll right back through me, knocking me out My palms left sweaty my mouth left dry As I wonder if my feelings can lie For here things aren't what they always appear The pain of unknowing is my only fear So, for now, your seas have calmed And your storm has settled down Left me cold and windswept With droplets on my brow I'll do what I must to do for now For when night time falls again I'll be back in my beautiful nightmare Where you think of me now and then