i'm so afraid of what comes next, after the intense emotions and feeling high after the thoughts of you being my lullaby. (honestly i've fallen asleep thinking of you smiling because of you, every freaking night.)
but what if this is all just a dream of mine and it hasn't really come true? what if i wake up to find, that i have seemed to have lost you?
i keep replaying the way you said my name nervously, the way your voice sounded when you said you had a crush on me, the way i wanted to cry because my dreams never ever come true the way i want them to.
so this must not be real.
but it feels so real, babe, and that's what scares me the most.