My heart aches in sadness. My soul screams in pain. My head shouts in anger. All my emotions, out of control. All over a boy. A boy, a friend, a crush. The door was open, then she came. She stole him, closed the door, took my chance. Tears rolling down my Face, washed away by the rain fall. As I lay there on the spread blanket, on top of the bed of grass. Thoughts of him flowing through my head. My body aching at the pain of the loss. Sounds from behind me getting closer and closer. Footsteps, getting even closer. Suddenly as I look above me, looking down. His crystal blue eyes starring into me. My heart stops aching, my soul goes silent in delight, my head goes calm. Then I wake up. The ache, the pain, the sadness, the sorrow, the anger..all back, and he is gone. This is truly my living hell!