I never knew I could feel so shattered, simply by leaving your room, by hanging up a call too soon, having my throat burning and clogged with a vigorous pain, something that boils inside me every time we have to walk away, and I never knew I could miss someone while being just a foot astray, a step too far has me clenching my hands together, biting my lip, trying to understand why I feel so strained; why did no one tell me I could miss you like this?
I wish so badly I could never leave, that I could somehow manifest more time from the very little we get to share, because hell, I can't stand this.