I am strong enough to be felt like pain?

I am in forever endless pain,
My crumpled heart is still aching none stop...
Senselessly I am still following my heart,
The heart doesn't make no sense
If the mind is already made up,
I,m talkative, but I won't argue -
I was lose within my unconsciousness,
I wish to follow but I will abide,
Sorry for being a burden,
But if you let go I will abide...