I am not in pain but I’m standing in the hard rain. The wetness makes my feet numb I succumb to be dumb a foolish playfulness hiding my crudeness - I roam around in happy commotion A complete illusion.
The eye of the storm will come my way, someday I hope not too soon, but in the distant future For I am not prepared on the messiness it harbors in its back The harsh judgments that will pour heavily on my shoulders Then flowing water will flood my sane world I need my time to organize My mental, emotional and physical stability To stand the outburst of the tempest.