Oct 2016
i wonder* how many times
i cross the mind of another
they cross mine all the time
the main character of my dreams
i wonder if they ever think of me
or if the care is on a one way road
a road that only leads to one place
to an indescribable feeling
of emptiness and loneliness
and not because i never see them again
but because i will never see them the same way
and when this main character
becomes fundamentally different
the story must change too
it's inevitable
and no matter how hard i try
i would never be able to return
to return to the same dreams
and so although
i wonder about the truth
i also wonder if
i want to know it
and if i can handle it
but
i can only wonder
i cross the mind of another
they cross mine all the time
the main character of my dreams
i wonder if they ever think of me
or if the care is on a one way road
a road that only leads to one place
to an indescribable feeling
of emptiness and loneliness
and not because i never see them again
but because i will never see them the same way
and when this main character
becomes fundamentally different
the story must change too
it's inevitable
and no matter how hard i try
i would never be able to return
to return to the same dreams
and so although
i wonder about the truth
i also wonder if
i want to know it
and if i can handle it
but
i can only wonder
