She is green tea with honey, summer days and blonde hair. She is a golden retriever and a husky, happy, intelligent, yet reserved. She is the beach and a sunrise, campfires and s’mores in the warm air breathing in the dust and smoke, laughing about two years ago. She is incense and paintings, blue walls and ceilings, she is a ***** joke said offhand with raised eyebrows, she is stacks of books and video games, she is bubblegum ice cream and walking through a cemetery. She is old technology and practicality, she is punctuality and arriving early with a peach smoothie in hand. She is the cold shock of river water. She is alternative music blaring from a ****** car radio and a road trip where everyone but the driver falls asleep. She is rock candy and ice cream bars, riding the biggest roller coaster ten times over again. She is a content silence and a sly smile. She is mine and you cannot have her.