everywhere us control freaks are categorized as the bad people. we're the narcissists- the mean ones. every assumption leads to us being put off as people who abuse those around us.
i am a control freak. i get furious when things don't go my way to the point of wanting to cry. i hate being wrong. i want to ****** the happiness and the "rightness" off of your smug face. i want to grab my throat and squeeze the stupidity out of me. i want to bash your mouth with my fist until you can no longer speak- until your words are so incomprehensible that everything you're saying must be wrong. i want to always be the smartest guy in the room, i hate not being the smartest guy in the room.
i want and i want and i want but i never do anything about it.
I get **** for being a control freak, but never get any praise for maintaining such a level of sanity.