AM I told what to think? Without gaining knowledge on how to think. AM I taught how to feel? without understanding why I feel. AM I raised in what to believe? Not given the freedom in what I want to believe. AM I told what to be? Without allowing to simply be. To know thy self is to gain understanding and knowledge of self. That is to individually and authentically find who I am and what my purpose is . How do I gain knowledge on what I retain in my mind including: subconsciously and consciously and how do I learn to understand my emotions, feelings and hear the purpose of my soul physiological identity crisis in me is so surreal that I do not how to be real