I know I've said it,
a million times before,
I'll stop this time,
next time,
just once more.

I know it's hard
to believe me
when every time I'm good,
my mentality starts to plummet,
once more becomes
next year.

I know you want to see me succeed,
but it's hard when
every time I do,
you see no success,
you see no change,
my failures become the truth.

I know,
I really do.
But the last time
becomes the next time
all because of you.