you will never be what I need but constantly seem to be what I want, and I don't understand why. you are fire, and I like to play with matches. you could burn me 100 times and my common sense would still be blinded by whatever this twisted excuse for love is. I will no longer allow my heart to be scorched. for so long I was afraid to be water, but here I am now- ready to dwindle your flame.
No matter how many times I read this over to myself, I still don't believe it. I am not strong. Your false love made me this way.