A disillusioned nightmare knocking at my door, creeping slowly, gaining on me, skidding through the floor; fragility is fractured, hallucinations are a hoax, and it's certain that clouds, not blood clots, were meant to float, so when the mirror curves, like a dagger for the conscience, every nerve frays like an abandoned fabric, torn, shredded, limp and unseenly, even night terrors are afraid of scathing reality.