And suddenly I was captivated by how he held his steering wheel I was blown away by how the shadows of the passing streets lights made themselves home on his skin I wanted to be home on his skin I wondered what it felt like to be embedded into the cracks in his hands Actually I wanted to be a small molecule that belonged on his fingertips Even for just 2 heartbeats I just wanted to place myself over his chest And for a few seconds my life would be completely in my hands