My heart fills around you, up and up and up. Until the overflow, filling my entire anatomy. Pouring out of eye sockets, rain down a window; Clear yet clouded. My body heavy, I sink in my own creation, oceans of doubt.
You, my anchor, grounding me. Drowning me. You, my Sun, the light above the waves. You make the water glow as I edge down. No struggle. No breath. I float under it all.
My eyes wide shut, I see you floating with me. Taking my hand and pouring breath into my lungs; You sink. Arm outstretched but palm tight shut.
Now, I see the Sun falling into my darkest creation, And using all the breath you gave me; I lift us back to shore.