It's strange how you can be at the right, place at the right time, winning the right races, crossing the right lines. and still get left feeling out of place every-single-time. You feel like you are doing the right thing. but something is off, deep inside. Your heart and your mind don't coincide standing-up for the right thing, but end up face-flat on your other side. these curves ***** that life flings it takes us for a swing every time. Isn't it something, put everything on the line, seconds later, you have nothing - like never mind. Trying to be more than you can be but you never incline. Playing the game of life, a few bases behind.