Isn't home a place you run to when the world betrays you isn't home the peace you seek when your heart's at war isn't home the sanctuary that hides you from the hurricane isn't home the road you take when there's nowhere left to go where you finally sit to dust your tired feet wash off the sticky perspiration and get some relief isn't home a church, mosque or temple where you run to when you need to refill the gas of your faith? Isn't home the light in the darkness, the answer to questions isn't home the pillar of freedom which when crumbled wrecks our life? isn't home the beautiful moments curved in stone of memories like sculptures for a tired mind to remind itself years later Don't they say east or west, north or south there's nothing better than the comfort that awaits in the passionate family embrace at home? Isn't home the pat you need on your shoulder to be strong? But what happens when the pillars crumbled when there are no warm arms left for you to return to no beautiful smiles to welcome you after a long tiring day of doing nothing, for there is no resting from doing nothing? what happens when home is a battlefield to be when Jet fighters buzz like flies and military roam like cockroaches in an abandoned latrine with piles of **** that gave up its smell what happens when home is a playground for ugly politics that reeks like poorly preserved rotting Nile perch or Mukene, what happens when home is lost to shameless aliens when all who live are too afraid to appreciate your milestones what happens when the landmarks that guided your way home are all eroded by the flashfloods of deception and the moments that mattered are buried by the landslides of looming political turmoil and the wails of those crippled by the regime? when the earthquakes of greed have buried family under the rubble when those who can come to the rescue are ruffed up like insurgents? what happens when the centrepiece that once held home together is shaky when things are surely bound to fall so far apart? shall we all run and leave behind the huts we've built and if we do so shall we ever live a life free of the burden of guilt? shall we say goodbye to all this beauty and turn tail like little rodents frightened of the storms and hail or shall we stay and defend our home like our forefathers did like the lions defend their Den with anger and greed and bleed rivers of blood because our land isn't for sale... shall we? Shall we fend off these outlanders back to the bush back to dictating over the cattle or are we still content and enduring the inhuman lashes leaving bruises on our tattered history are we going to demand for the reforms we're entitled to or shall we keep living like the paupers we have been reduced to? where shall we go when the leopard starts making for us after the ravenous old beast has eaten all our livestock? There's no more home in this place, the savages have their machetes right at our necks, simply because we're all so afraid of bleeding forgetting some of our ancestors bled for the home we've lost and that if we're all afraid of blood, none will be a butcher if none is a butcher none will eat meat like they say... who will fight for our home, who will dare face this beast? Where will we turn to if we can't find warmth home? Who will welcome us when we have nothing to go home to? Who will listen to our cowardly story if we never try who will understand after the pearl's cracked and lost her value Who will even be kind enough to hear our cry? Where will we go when our home is too ruined to recover?