(Name here ) The things I think about All have to do with you They'll never be written with this pen You're a topic I rather leave unread When you come into mind I tend to distract myself From everything I feel Cause without you by my side Makes this life a bit more of a hell I'll let all it roam Feelings, thoughts, dreams & memories Will flood my mind But I shall not speak And won't allow it to be seen in ink All the things I think When you pop into mind Cause it irks me to know That everything roaming In head & heart Will soon be overflowing the sound of your name Flashbacks of what was or was not Drown me inside Leaving me trapped in my mind Cause if I were to speak Or let it be seen with ink Tears would never stop flowing Till I could see you again Just as my friend Making it easier for me To feel and live again And finally be free
Something I wrote from someonw, I removed his name just to be safe. But anything involving trying to discuss him or what I feel I simply keep shut off cause I can't deal with the pain