i'm staring at walls
enclosed, four square
haze in my head, silence
uncertain on what
to think about
heavy brain
light head brain
all at once
i don't want to be dead
but i feel dead
i want your face
filling the empty wall space
but i don't want it
you're better off
just living in my head
as where you
should be
and i be
empty chest, silence
four square, white walls
i don't feel here