I want to be free. Free of these bonds. Without these turning thoughts. Only the innocence of happiness. Not a person,not a thing,or even a state of mind, just are... happy. No moments, no time, freedom. This world was not around in my time of power. Where my heartbeat was law and my breath ,my Spirit one and the same. They were not invited, it was just me and knowledge, was there and absent. It was love, it was peace, it was wisdom, but no thought. I was free. Please let me go back. Can I ? Where is the entrance? It is hidden. It is defended. Breath out this life and then I can go back. Look at the bird... does it not look free?