So many times Trying to turn reasons Into rhymes Newest muse Desperate attempt Only to fall short As soon as attention Noticed Wide eyed girl Obsessed may I Lacking depth As soon as Emotions copied Or furthermore Replaced Gravity With weights and stools Climbing higher Reaching further Grasping air While the painted red smile Walked further north And the Abled girl With wide frames; golden bay Lingered patterned Against broken scooters and watched While I made a fool over feet In autumn leaves and new beginnings You held my arm While minds wander Of heavenly thought Of what it would be like To hold your hand And not mess it up With my idiotic tongue And presumptuous lip Always rushing Like one constant race When the rules Clearly states Walk not run Try to slow my tracking feet From making another big leap Intensively driven Pretty glass eyes girl Did you want me to admit my defeat?