I can't seem to fall asleep anymore. I lay awake in bed staring at my barren ceiling, thinking. Thinking about how broken I am...how you broke me... It's been 5 ******* years and I'm still trying to put myself back together from the first time. I'm still trying to mend all my pieces into one again. I don't think I ever really realized how broken you made me till now... But one day I will be whole again.