When I say this.

When I say this I mean I’m dying

When I say this it means

last night I probably puked so much I passed out

or cut so much I had to stitch myself together

maybe I don’t even remember what happend last night

maybe I

maybe I am trying to ask for help

Maybe I’m still a ****** up from the pills I took last night

Maybe I drank so much I’m not sure what’s happening now.

Maybe I did shots before heading to school today

Maybe I tried to **** myself but I just couldn’t do it

Maybe I’m contemplating the easiest way to **** myself

I’m fine though, really.

Everyone has their problems

I just need to **** it up.

I’m sorry.

I’m fine.