Maybe I shouldn't have been his girlfriend. Maybe I shouldn't have gotten so attached to the way he held me. Maybe I shouldn't have been so needy for affection. Maybe I shouldn't have got so jealous of his girl friends. Maybe I shouldn't have told him every time I was sad. Maybe I shouldn't have been so dependent. Maybe I shouldn't have felt like I should be a priority. Maybe I shouldn't have insisted on spending so much time with him. Maybe I shouldn't have expected so much. Maybe I shouldn't have wanted more than he would give. Maybe I shouldn't have asked for everything. Maybe I shouldn't have compared myself to his ex. Maybe I shouldn't have compared him to mine. Maybe I shouldn't have pushed so much. Maybe I shouldn't have pursued him. Maybe I shouldn't have said yes. Maybe I shouldn't have let him go. Maybe I shouldn't have said hello.