I'd ask you if it looks real but you're nowhere to be found I call your phone It rings But that's the only ******* sound I wonder the man I'd be if you had chose to stick around As I'm smoking on these rocks and not the ones thats off the ground The ones that cut deep and not just bare feet The kind the police always be searching for with the hounds I don't sleep or eat I feel cold in heat I can't ******* think unless I'm surrounded by a cloud But I start to crack, I'm not safe but claim I've got it on lock I was taught how to smoke by the boys up the block See they were there in your place and I forgot your face and its to the point the only thing I love is my squad I'm done talking to God And my dealer won't pick up So I keep up the facade my smile is not a mirage and my desert of cracked lips actually budge and the muscles push up and it isn't that hard And I'm talking just to myself Watching as I grin Trying to make a fake into perfection