I'm screaming at the top of my lungs so why won't anyone take heed? Painfully visible yet ignored and pushed aside by all those that I need. Nobody is listening to my cries asking for help with this despondency and now I'm drowning in the ocean of despair unable to set myself free just waiting patiently for the grim reaper to come and claim me as his own so I can go beyond the veil and enter the dark abyss full of the unknown.