this morning I woke and for a short, tender moment I swore I could feel your breath against my back. I remembered once again that someone else with rose petal lips and piano piece hands was waking up to your heartbeat. I wondered if you ever had moments where you believed I was still under your skin and if it ever felt alien when her piano hands played stripped back versions of songs, even though her rose petal lips couldn't kiss the most vulnerable parts of you.