Do you know how hard it is
To see you everywhere?
In every song you like
In every show you love
In every restaurant you eat?

Do you know how hard it is
To see you talk to our friends?
Your friends
Your classmates
To everyone, but me?

Do you know how hard it is
To see you happy
While I'm sitting here
Writing this poem
In the hopes that this pain will go away?

Do you know how hard it is
To get left behind
As if what we had was nothing
As if what you felt wasn't real
*As if all of the things you said were lies?