i feel myself slipping through the wind unleashing my soul within eyes leak in memory of you and forgive myself for being the fool
i have no urge to scream this pain cannot be mended by any means who knew emptiness turns out to fill us with the worst of pain pain that cannot be verbalized in any sentence or phrase
the closest it's had to having an explanation was in the tears we've shed there's nothing about it that could be said no one ever understands until they feel it until they found the love that once made them feel sick
i stand here now, arms raised to my sides no love, no pain, and no anger to hide and now i know, finally, for just a few moments atleast, how it feels to let my soul be free.
inspired by The Perks of Being a Wallflower and David Bowie's song "heroes" / the tunnel song.