He never said the words to me
He never told me why
All he did was turn his back and run away
He never told me what he thought
He never said goodbye
He left me there with all my thoughts
But not a reason why

Now I'm here
With all my hopes and dreams
Plummeting
Here I am
Holding on to what is left of me
Can you see

I'm holding on to what I see
When I close my eyes
I'm not there yet
This road is long
But trust me
I'll get there

I looked at him long and hard wondering
Why he left
Why he's high
I know he's not the type of guy
To be a man and face the facts
That he's a complete mess
Sometimes I wish he'd look at me
And what I am and say
I can't believe I let you down
I wish he'd come back now so I could say
It's too late
You've wasted your days on a binge
Because you've lost the fight too long ago

I'm holding on to what I saw
When I'd dream at night
It might seem dark
It might be hard
But trust me
I'll get there